And on the first day, I finally got some food.
I woke up early to that white sky.
I showered; I flossed a little, just like
How they say, and just like how they say,
It felt good to be doing it all of that, I mean:
The small things, as well as the big ones.
My clothes where clean, hanging up there,
I threw some on, they smelt of today;
I really could smell it, the whole dresser and today
Just like that
It was snowing for the first time, so I stared
At it falling. I didn’t turn the light on, I liked things
As they were: with my room lit up, in this beautiful quiet
And sterile gray,
The way winter sometimes does it
How the weight of the snow is sometimes so crushing,
All of the ashen waste of a crumbling unknown thing,
How it sometimes washes over, the cold and the time
The snow melting upon my lip
And from what I thought my busted breast I learned
A warmth so fervent still runneth over